Today was my day to drop of S at Ws apartment. Early morning she texted me about what time I would be dropping off. It’s the same time every week so I didnt really need to answer this but I responded “1”. She then sent a few texts about how she wanted me to bring lunch and coffee for us. I did not reply.
Got to her and her moms apartment. Did not go in. She began asking me about my motorcycle which mutual friends must have told her about, answered happily but briefly. She then invited me inside stating that her mom wasn’t home. I replied that “ no I have to get going”. She then started playfully hitting me and said that she wanted a hug. Felt like a lot of temp checks after my NC for the past few weeks. No disrespect noted today.
Had a mutual friend tell me the other day that I seem like totally different and much happier person since W moved out. I guess this can be attributed to 180s, PMA and doing a lot of inward thinking to improve on my flaws. This made me happy to hear because many people have noticed my changes which means I am checking goals off the list. I don’t think W has looked inward or done much changing. Maybe she is oblivious to her flaws. Oh well, I can only control myself. Thanks all
