Moving Forward

[Jac12]

I'm just trying to get a better understanding of human behaviour and I'm open to the idea that she may not even fully understand why she's doing these things. Humans are complex and I know she's had a lot going on. Didn't Michelle also say that women are more likely to have affairs after losing their fathers? I said something like this to her back in December when we were talking and her response was : "that's interesting, hmmm".

It's possible to work through an affair but part of me does think that a lot of women would think it's just easier to walk away and start fresh even though they may not really want that. The guilt is too much to bear when facing your own family.

I feel stuck. I want to move forward either on my own or with her but I'm tired of being in limbo.