Sound advice, yes I will keep my emotional guard up. My plan to to continue my path of being nice and creating a safe place for her. I am 95% certain there is no OM but fantasy of one maybe. I hope she continues to see the therapist and one day will feel safe enough talk to me. It is such a weird thing to have happened and she is not cold and distant right now. Yes that can change and I don't feel like my emotions will cycle as bad as before. I'm preparing for it.
