oops, I am concerned about your line "So I'll just keep thinking and continuing to live in the rubble where my life used to be."

Is that what AMOAFWL would do? Or would they take the bull by the horns and make their life what they want it to be.

You can't control her (that is painfully clear now) but you can control you. So go out and seize the day and make your life what you want it to be. HINT: It has nothing to do with her or anyone else other than yourself!

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018