No harshness perceived here

And I NEVER mean any disrespect to anybody when I question them

I’d like to think that I’m not looking at my W attitude with rose colored glasses. But I can’t say that 100%

I do question the extensive GAL. Only because it does seem like my sitch is actually different. Maybe it’s not. But the more I actually look at it it seems the W is just in crisis mode. She’s just unhappy. But the way she treats me and follows me around and asks what I’m thinking and my opinion on things makes me genuinely wonder if the changes MWD says to watch for are actually happening. (Remember she said 1 of 3 things WILL happen. Looks like mine is option 2)

I’m not saying I know or that I’ve got it all figured out. I’m just saying that there have been A lot of very positive changes

She commented yesterday on how we should hang pictures instead of leaving walls blank.

My story is extremely similar to Steve’s in the LRT section of DR. he got bombed and it was around week 12 when things really started to turn around for him.

I’m trying to look at things objectively. I’ll try to keep my emotions in check

W is waiting at home for me right now so we can finish grocery shopping. I sold my wheat and have some extra money and instead of her thinking about herself she is trying to figure out where it needs to be spent that’s best for the family as she has always done

I can’t help it this just doesn’t seem like the actions of someone who is truly committed to finding a way out

I may be wrong.

Either way I’m becoming AMOFWL

Hope to hear from you guys soon. Thanks for all you do


Me 32. W. 30
T 10 years M 8
S 8

Bd 5-31-19