So what are your plans? GAL plans?? How are your 180s coming?
You need to detach and get out of this unhealthy codependency or you will be emotionally crippled for life.
I need to start more on that Steve. The wounds are so fresh still that its difficult at the moment. I have my good and bad days. Some days I am just happy and upbeat and than comes the thunder the next day. Its crazy. The only plan I have this week is going to see a movie Friday night with my D. Than Saturday she is actually going to have a sleepover at a friends house so I have Saturday night and Sunday to myself. No plans yet but need to figure out something to keep busy besides the gym and walking my dogs. My 180s are coming, I give her small compliments here and there. I am more mellow and calm, I walk away when I feel she is baiting me into an argument after telling her calmly that I don't want to talk about it at the moment. Before she use to hook me into arguments all the time. It usually ends with us ignoring each other for a day or so. I don't initiate contact unless she does it first. Just small baby steps at the moment. Overall, she seems more friendly towards me that's about the only thing.
