Midlife wife crisis8

[Wolfman]

Just want to vent a little. I really miss being a family. I enjoyed every minute of our vacations and dinners together. I miss that sometimes after dinner we would stand I. The kitchen and do a family hug. It just brings me to tears thinking of the love we had as a family. What I wouldn’t give to have it all back. The days I don’t have the kids I am so sad. I try to fill up the day with stuff to do but it’s not the same. This is just the perception I get but, when she doesn’t have the kids she is loving life and the freedom, where I miss my kids so much and really don’t want my freedom. It’s weird for me to even say that because I use to love my freedom. I honestly feel like I was duped. I feel this way because she wanted to get married, have kids and now the 2 things she wanted most she is running from. She wants to just be free, free from marriage, free from responsibilities, free from having to take care of anyone but herself. That’s why I feel duped, when I got married it was for the long haul, not if things for a little while got hard to jump ship. It’s funny on here we talk about doing 180’s, she did the biggest 180 I didn’t think was possible. The mornings are hard for me, I feel most depressed in the morning and the Days I do t have the kids.

Sandi talks about the ww becoming cold and selfish, then I should take a picture of my w and put her on here because she is the epitomy of that. What happened in our society that the women are walking away from so many marriages? 70% of divorces are initiated by women. And it’s mostly here in the US. I’m rambling a bit just having a tough morning.