You guys just told me to let you know how she reacts to my DBing so you could interpret
I don't remember saying that. In fact, I remember myself and a couple of others telling you not to DB while looking over your shoulder to see how she reacts. What you were told was to come here BEFORE doing or not doing something to get guidance.
I know this stuff is hard, and your circumstances make it difficult. Just hang in there and keep trying.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018