Got in from L consultation tonight. $350 for them just to review assets and liabilities. Note to self. (Lawyers don't educate you on process, talk a lot and ask a lot of questions more related to $ and not laws.) Probably would require a retainer to answers those questions. Lol... But I did pick up a few things. Didn't realize marital debts are individual and joint debts. Just thought they were joint. Pretty much reffered me to a mediator to start drawing up paperwork for financials and told me to stay put im home until MOU or divorce is settled regardless of what W wants to do with Refi, getting me out of house with buyout, or offering partial buyout asap. My head was spinning a little when I left from all the talking of L. Need to educate myself more on the actual process. Next time I think I could use more visual presentation.
Im at that point where I'm starting to feel confident most of the time of myself. I'm putting the W and the sich down on the shelf. Im tired of always playing with it in the back of my mind. I'm making a new change list this evening categorized in all the areas of improvement I would like to make regarding health, habits, desires, hobbies, spiritual, financials, behavioral etc. I started that back in January but abandoned it. In going to start slow and small and implement them with DISCLIPINE for 28 days until it sticks, one at a time. Time to live for me and get back to me again. I have to regain my confidence in my life by not only exploring the things I once lived and put down for practical reasons, but also try new things. I AM THE ONE THAT HAS TO CHANGE to live a fruitful life, regardless of outcome. I almost feel like I'm 26 again starting where I left off. Dancing, writing music, self improvement, etc. You know? Single.. July 26th would have been our 12th dating anniversary. Oh well?...
