Not feeling that great today. I've been sick for about a week and I don't feel any better even though I'm on meds. I'm feeling pretty down today. As someone else suggested I am reading " Not Just Friends" and having a difficult time with it today. I had to put the book down because it triggered a sense of panic...how it was at BD.

H just left the house to "get himself a treat." He has made the habit to leave the house everyday. This is when he calls her...I'm pretty sure of it. I don't react or don't say more than ok. Then I get the kids ready for bed.

I'm GAL tomorrow night, which for awhile now will be my night to do something for myself.