My response to your long post: you assign way too much significance on individual actions and statements from her. That sets you up to be easily manipulated and exploited. You need to really work on detachment and not watching her through a microscope.
Many many WASs have reacted to LBS' GAL and detachment by manipulating their LBS to stick around as Plan B long enough until they are ready to move forward on Plan B.
Focus on you and your actions (GAL, detachment, 180s). Stop laser focusing on her.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
