Thanks kml, I actually have zero expectations and I feel good about that.
I have encouraged him to go back and speak with someone, something I said at BD but he refused that there was anything wrong then.
I don’t expect this to be plain sailing and know it’s probably a lapse but for the first time since May he took his phone out of his pocket, left it on the table and went upstairs for a few hours.
A small thing but still. And also he has told the ow that he doesn’t know what he wants too.
Then he came and sat in the garden with me, and asked me if I still thought we could be saved after all he had done.
I feel like whatever happens I will be ok and my patience increases daily. It’s hard work and I’m hurt but all you wonderful people taking the time to message me and helping me through this difficult time makes me feel like I have a whole new group of friends who have my back.
