He just broke down with me in absolute tears. Prior to all this he has been suffering with depression and ptsd from being in the military.
He just said his head is a mess, he doesn’t know who he is, he’s been an idiot and doesn’t deserve anything and wants to die. He has been in this depression state for around 18 months. Affair from May.
He was having therapy but stopped in April. It was doing him the world of good before he stopped.
I just tried to listen but it’s tough seeing him breaking in front of me especially because he is at risk of doing something stupid.
