(((Yail))) Not much to offer in the way of advice. You are doing so well. Leaving your home is, I'm sure, pretty devastating but when you do decide on a new one and start to make it your own, I predict you will be very happy with it and looking forward to a positive future. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and keep posting. I very much appreciate all of your words of wisdom and support. (((HUGS)))