Before I read DR, I asked her for reassurance, bought her some gifts - after reading it just shows my desperation and how weak I am. I even asked her why can't we just try to work it out and her response is basically "I am done, nothing will change my mind." I still love her so much, I don't want to lose her but also trying to tell myself to prepare for it. Every weekend she has been gone to my AUNTs house, Friday-Sunday. I don't even text or call her but since I emotionally neglected her in one way or another I feel like that's counter intuitive to do that since that is what she wants anyway. Since she is moving out the second week of August, it maybe a little easier (hopefully) since I won't see her daily. I am just trying to take this day by day. I just never saw this coming, it sure did blind side me.
