You get through this by letting go. I understand you have anxiety which probably makes it difficult to do so. You need to understand you cannot control anything in this situation but yourself. You seriously need to GAL. People have been telling you this for weeks now and besides seeing a friend once and going jogging I don’t feel like you have been. You NEED to for yourself. I’m not gonna repeat what others already said, but you’ve been given many GAL activities.
You need to remember that she is no longer the person she once was. Her values and morals are not what they were. That may change back one day, but that takes time and only your W can make those changes. You cannot. We all know how hard this is, but give it time, you will learn to accept it. The crazy upside down you are living in will become the norm.
