Why is it they now blame us for everything? Is it to justify their actions? Why and how does a person become so focused only on the negative? Why am I always painted as a bad guy?

R2C it is not worth my time, you are right. But that doesn’t mean at times it doesn’t bother me. She use to be a person who saw so much good I did and praised me, now she has done a 180.

Journaling: This whole d has really left a big deep scar in my heart. No one will be able to see it but I will always feel it. It makes me scared will I ever be able to trust again. I gave this woman my life, my all and I wasn’t enough. I can’t help now that I am scared for the next serious relationship. How do I know? I know I won’t know. I just can’t ever image having to go through this again.

M:42 XW:41
T:19 M: 15
D:13 S:10
BD: 8/10/18
Moved out: 8/18
Moved in: 9/18/18
Moved out: 4/22/19
D papers signed 11/4/19
D final 3/18/20