I don’t know Steve. I really don’t. Is not caring if she is messing around and sticking my head in the sand alpha or beta. I don’t get it
Instincts tell me an alpha would get to the bottom of it. If she is then kick her to the curb, D her then move on. Problem is I don’t want to do that
I want her to come to her senses before she does permanently wreck our M. I’m still not sure there is anything going on. Im just really suspicious
And if she did PA. and decided to come back. Could I ever sleep with her again. Every time we tried all I would be able to think about is OM on top of her.
That thought makes me want to throw up
This wedding tomorrow night. I wish there is some way I could stop it. It’s like watching a car crash about to happen but your paralyzed to stop it
Guys I’m really suffering here. Like really bad. I’m hiding out at work.
I feel terrible because I DO think a PA is a deal breaker. And I think it’s about to happen. I I just want so badly to stop it
This if she does. I’m done. But I don’t want to be
