I'm learning to play guitar. Just bought one, got and app, and ran with it. I really enjoy it. And i can disappear in my room and avoid. And she can hear my fun. And then I just go out after for a drive or go to gym. Reconnecting with myself. Next month i extend a business trip to see an old friend. Now i have something to look forward to.

So yeah, I face my fear and just do it. Think of that Seinfeld episode the opposite. Watch it for inspiration.


Me: 47 w/ S10, D12, D3
Current T: 12; M: 11 years; BD1: 11-11-18; BD2: 22-04-22; STBXW: 41
Previous M: 4 years; Big D: 2004; XW: 48