I just don’t know if I could handle her physically cheating. If you go that far.....

I’m not focused on her. I’m just trying to brace myself. I know it’s gonna hurt if it happens I actually don’t think she has PA yet. I hope she doesn’t. It’s pissibke she hasn’t EA. But I think she is. I caught a glimpse of the person she was chatting with. I do not believe he is mire than a friend

I went to pool again today. This time I just focused on having a good time with S. Talked to a friend about the Chiefs
And didn’t pay much attention to her. It was hard. But I did it

I never learned to swim. There is no water in Sw Kansas and my parents were to busy on the farm to teach me.

I’m gonna teach myself this summer.


Me 32. W. 30
T 10 years M 8
S 8

Bd 5-31-19