Growing Pains(LB55 thread 4)

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I definitely caught the eye of a couple ladies while I was there. I wasn't trying; just sitting at the bar watching the game across from 3 single ladies and some other folks. Was the only seat open when i arrived, so i sat in it. I was just observing others interactions, enjoying my wings, and texting with my sister(she just found out she is pregnant). One desperate dude that tried to hit on a woman while her boyfriend was getting another beer. Crashed and burned when the BF came back. Told some lame joke about mickey mouse. It made me wonder what my competition is since I haven't been in the dating pool in 17 years.

I admit it was strange to go out by myself. Not something I would have ever done before. I was a bit nervous, but I said to myself I was going to get wings, and I forced myself to follow through with what I wanted to do. I think that is a good step for me, to simply declare that I want something and go get it or do it. Not doing all things because someone else wants to or because I think someone else wants to; but because I want to do it.