It’s really something seeing your life summed up in 14 bullet points. Wow.
All of a sudden my wife seems very foreign to me. Like she is on a path I cannot follow. Like she is blinded by pain and loneliness and she is looking for something to fill the void
She probably has this wild crush on a guy who is mysterious and cool and new. (Like a new car). And when she comes home it’s to her husband who is
Not mysterious. Has a lot of debt Brought lots of baggage Chronically ill Weird balding spot from radiation damage
I guess I get it.
Something she said night of bomb drop. “I didn’t ask for this”. Then she brought up cancer.
Yup she is a different person. I miss the old her. But this new her is kinda like a child
I think I’m gonna go to this wedding. (It’s at a casino). And get my proof. Or maybe I don’t want proof. I don’t know. All I know is that for the first time I feel like giving up
