She told me about her past boyfriends early in our R. She said she wanted me to know cause she wanted the air to be clear in a new R.

She told me a year or 2 ago “I would never cheat on you. That’s just mean. If we can’t work out I would just leave I wouldn’t do that to you”

I want to blow it up. But I don’t have proof. But I’m not stupid either.

She was a different person before I met her. She turned her life around right before we met. She got into drugs when she was 12. The really hard stuff by the time she was 14. Dropped out of school. When we met when she was 20 she had stopped it all. Been an awesome wife and mother for the last 10 years

I just can’t believe this. I don’t understand

If I’m going to effectively dB I have to understand this. It’s a must. I


Me 32. W. 30
T 10 years M 8
S 8

Bd 5-31-19