TBSaka...so that thought of someone else has at least crossed my mind given how her communicating via email/text changed. it went very much devoid of feelings for me, BUT she didn't go straight cold and as I say up until the 4th she was still acting/showing feelings towards me with her kids and coworkers present.
it would be a HUGE and devastating lie that she would have told me IF that were true...and anything is possible.
reality is if there were someone else, I'll likely never know anyway.
