As always I am going to challenge you. If we look at this logically I can’t understand why you feel you have nothing to look forward to in the future. Sounds like your W was a pretty horrible W. You gave and gave and got zero in return. I am pretty sure your relationship with your D will get better without your W around belittling you. You have indicated you are currently interacting with two women and have zero problems attracting women.
Sounds to me that you have a helluva life ahead of you if you choose.
