Hi JAckie.......don't get around here much.........but wanted to stop in on some of the "oldies"..you have come along way...we both know the wait and patience have all been worth it. There are many days that I wonder about many things, but have to re foccus on the good that I have. I loved the saying that totite wrote about forgiving..how true..the forgetting gets easier each day, but will always be there to some degree. Keep taking care of you....