I’m not sure where I’m at but it is different. 2 weeks ago my wife seemed more depressed than ever. She would listen non stop to podcasts, music etc. She would not talk, stare off into space, irritability etc. The past week she has been looking , talking, conversations, smiling with me. The podcasts have more or less stopped. I can honestly say she is acting more like herself than anytime in the past 6 months. She does not seem depressed at all. I keep thinking maybe this is not MLC maybe just a transition. It’s nice that she’s not cold and distant but [censored] she won’t work on us. I fear there are still replay antics, secretive with phone (fairly certain no OM, but who knows), still wants to go out and party once in awhile, worried about mortality. My over active brain feels like she is happy with the current situation and she is just waiting me out. I keep thinking she is going to save money for a few years and the bolt. But then I think of things she done and said lately such as signed kids up for next years activities and paid for it, talked about our house and whether to renovate or not. She even said she saved money for family trip. All positives and things done from someone who is not out the door.
My goal, zero pressure, zero expectations, zero pursuit.
