Well that blew up huge. I said something. He blew it out of proportion. I won’t get into the details, but he Feels after our very nice week together I am still not satisfied and he won’t be able to satisfy me.
You are right, sex is not a priority at all. That was made clear. He called it a “bonus”
Nothing sexual goes on outside of the bedroom.
We had a very long talk. I’m still processing it all. In the end, we said we love each other incredibly. But there are things we do not see eye to eye on. And he’s pretty mad at me for “making plans for us” ( asking for 2 hours together this week) without involving him.
Truth is, I don’t even want to be “fit in if he has time” as he put it. I’ll just see him when we get back. Maybe. But I won’t be pursing it.
Again. So torn and so hard. He made me feel awful for wanting to see him. In my mindset, any guy would want to see his girlfriend before he left for a ask vacation and not go 2.5 weeks without seeing each other and over a month with no alone time. But maybe I’m being greedy. I am included in the family. But the truth is, we don’t live together, we don’t do our kids thing then put them to sleep and then lay down in the same bed. And maybe I’m too demanding for wanting it all.
