IHC - Awesome GAL'ing, it does feel incredible when you get back in touch with things you used to enjoy that have fallen by the wayside.
When you really let go, I imagine you will instead be thinking: I really hope I make ME happy someday, and the attractive pull and charisma this generates pulls another incredibly happy partner into my life, where our happiness multiplies exponentially. And I can look back and think... I'm so glad I had that experience with my W, because it led me to DB, which led me to grow into a person I would have never otherwise have become.
Just wanted to point out the fundamental DB principle that happiness is found within.
And also... that incredibly happy partner... you never know, it could be your W, if she finds that happiness within. Probably unlikely, but you never know.