Yesterday, I felt anxiety for the first time since the break up. I started questioning my decision. When I woke up Friday morning, we met in the hall as I was getting ready to go to the gym. We looked at each other and simultaneously went in for a hug. We held each other for a while, then said goodbye and I went for my daily work out.
No communication after that but this morning she messaged and asked how dinner was last night. I know perhaps best not to answer but I sent her a few pics. We are both foodies and the food here is ridiculously good so part of me wants her to see what she's missing. She responded with the angry emoji, our internal humor. She then said, to my surprise, that she would like to join next time I go to Athens. I didn't respond. Has she not heard anything I've said? I have made it clear many times that if we break up, we won't have any contact with each other.
Monday at 5pm we have a dinner reservation so we can discuss the future and how to handle the practical side of the separation. I have a feeling she will resist moving out.
She's certainly been stalling it but we have agreed that we need to talk about our situation on Monday so after that she has no other choice. She either moves out or refuses but that would mean we are divorced while living together. That'd be a nightmare of course.
This would be so much better for everyone if things somehow worked out. But I don't see how that would be possible. I don't see her suddenly being willing to do anything to work on our MR.
Me: 38 Stbxw: 35 No kids Mini bd: February 6, 2019 ONS confirmed Sept 7, 2019 Told her to move out: September 8, 2019 W moved out: September 28, 2019 Divorce filed by me: September 23, 2019
