Yail... what you wrote about mourning something you don’t’ even want... I know EXACTLY what you mean by that. That’s what I was doing too. I have been thinking a lot more about my STBXH lately...before I wasn’t thinking about him at all but now I am having fleeting thoughts. They don’t affect me emotionally though...they are just thoughts. The last steps of completely letting go, I think. I, too, am starting to envision a different future and it’s a great one. You are going to have a great one too. (((HUGS)))
