Alison, you get stronger every day. You also look for ways to help others here (and I'm sure where you live). I'm with you, I don't push past the pain, I've learned that I have to go right through the (censored).
ME47 XH44, S28 S24 S19
8/17-BD IHS: 1/17-2/19 D FILED (ME): 7/19 D FINAL: 10/20 M23 T25 OW CONFIRMED: 01/21
Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.