Also received an email from the lawyer about the divorce decree. I am one step closer to this being done. I am still in shock that this is happening. I am very sad that I will not be in my home anymore. That I will not be with my kids all the time. I am away for my kids dance competition. There is literally only a handful of fathers here. I have also been so dedicated to my family, why doesn’t she see that. How many fathers did not come, about 90%. And yet I am the one going through this. I’m sorry just having a rough morning. I woke up from the most amazing dream that we were a family again!! So when I woke up I was so sad it was just a dream!!
Tosmile for someone who is new to here I don’t know how you do it? I just feel like crying this morning. Thank god my son doesn’t perform till later.
M:42 XW:41 T:19 M: 15 D:13 S:10 BD: 8/10/18 Moved out: 8/18 Moved in: 9/18/18 Moved out: 4/22/19 D papers signed 11/4/19 D final 3/18/20
