Life is so strange in my house. My wife is almost always pleasant to me, but sometimes distant. Except for sleeping on the far edge of the bed, no hard holding/touching, and very few I love yous, our daily life isn't much different. She is generally pleasant to be around. She seems interested in my day and caring. She wants to watch TV with me at night.
Having said all of that, the loneliness in the house kills me. I can't stand being around her knowing that she probably doesn't love me anymore. It eats me up.
I am trying to get a life. I have been working out and playing sports a ton. I am going to go out with some guys this week. But, boy I just want my old life/wife back. I am sure that is how most feel here.
I have really been trying not to put any pressure on her, while at the same time being a loving husband. I think this is loving detachment.
