Hey Yail - its late here and havent really had a chance to read your post properly. I just wanted to day im here and safe and generally in a good place. Not much has changed but everything has changed. Cryptic i know, but i dont have the words to explain it right now. Just know i am happy.
i caught the key words from my quick scan - amazing Italian holiday and even crushing on some lucky lady. All i can say is "look at you enjoying life" .
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