Went out last night. Saw a live cover band. Was moving, having a good time and throwing darts. Today was a gorgeous day. I couldn't get off the couch between movies and YouTube and here. Worst part about it is I know I'm choosing it when I could be doing a million other things to better myself and my situation. Depression is really bad today. Being alone in the house still knowing its going to be all gone soon. The only thing that's going to save me tonight is pictures of my son, and Rock and Roll. Watching LaBamba.
