just checking in to say I am so glad you had a good time, and that you've come back with a clearer dream for how your future will be. It sounds amazing. And perhaps in time there will be someone to share it all with - a lucky woman - but if that doesn't happen for a while, it sounds like something real and substantial and meaningful you can build and enjoy on your own.
I'm not at the stage of trying to imagine a future yet. I am still living day by day, licking my wounds and making sure I am meeting my emotional needs as best as I can, and setting good clear boundaries to protect me from going backwards. But I think that will come.
