Feeling sick to my stomach. Another notification something H ordered online has arrived. So far he's ordered shorts, underwear and now Linen dress shirts. Yeah. That's not for work. Again, nothing has come here. I'm assuming it's all going to his grandmothers house in CA, while he's in AK. (If he's even there. I only know by paycheck stubs that come).

I'm not dealing well with this. I'm feeling lost again. Trying to hold it together in front of d3.


~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever