It’s hard , but in the early stages is when you have the best chance of turning things around .. There’s a detachment thread that shows the path . Your gut instinct will be to do the opposite. This will be the hardest test you can face bit without removing emotions from your decisions you are going to follow a path that will lead you the wrong way . I know it is hard and you are going to fall but you need to be stronger than you ever have been before .
It’s up to you , can you do what needs to be done ?