So flipping excited as S2 and his partner are coming to stay for the weekend. Tomorrow all 3 sons and partners and grandsons are coming for a BBQ. Can't wait.

It's a monumental occasion because NOBODY was previously allowed to touch Hs very expensive BBQ because nobody else would do it properly. We don't care!!!

It's the first time in a year that I feel genuinely excited to see them whereas before I 'needed' to see them to support me emotionally.

It feels great. And liberating. And right.