well H is back, he texted earlier to ask if I was away or going away to our other place. I'm there now but texted back saying I was taking the kids to their things tomorrow morning. Then he asked if I had plans for Sunday and I said yes. He said he would come and see the kids then. Well good luck to him because ds2 has his own plans. I guess he's had his space and decided to take even more judging by him texting not phoning and his tone, I'll give him plenty of it. My heart was hammering every time my phone buzzed, just horrible. I'm holding onto how much I despise him for now, I won't forever but for now if he's shoving me away I'll protect myself. This is horrible.
