Yeah I know. Been cycling it for 9 months. We all have. Its called emotions. Its becomes the norm. I have to be a damn fool for letting 9 months go by and intentionally putting off becoming legally prepared because of this constant and repetitive cycling. No person in a M who would even consider a seperation or divorce should ever be trusted again, and should just be delt with accordingly. People like myself are stupid and deluded for thinking we could ever turn things around once betrayal and trust is broken. Its just easier to cut bait from day one of BD, do the deed and what need a to be done, and move on. Guess I'm back to bitter again.
