After some of her rudeness and disrespect I had a thought. For the first time i had the thought “I don’t want a relationship with this person”. I get that I did things wrong in the R, but nothing significant enough to deserve this much resentment and disrespect. I loved my W when she was a caring, thoughtful and morally right person. I do not love the person she is right now. Will my old W every return? I don’t know. But if she doesn’t return, I don’t want an R with the person she had become. I had the urge to tell her that “I don’t even recognize who you’ve become”. But obviously didn’t. Thanks all.
I feel the exact same way about my W. She is so selfish and self-centered now. She isn't even putting the kids above herself. This is not the woman I know. She is acting like a rebellious teenager. I pray that she comes through this crisis.
