Yesterday, my wife didn't want to go to the fair with the family. She wanted to get stuff done before the big holiday weekend. However, she did absolutely nothing around the house. This should come as no surprise to me as she has pretty much stopped doing anything around the house except for the barest of minimums. I chalk this up to either depression or a conscious rebellion to stop doing anything except that which she wants to do. Life for her is solely about freedom and selfishness for her right now. I pray that she finds her way through this time of trial that she is in. I can't fix her. I know I can't, but as you have all told me, deep down I am still trying to. I will keep telling myself that I can't fix her until my actions match what I know to be true. Thank you all for your 2x4s.
I wonder if she ever thinks what would happen to our family if I just stopped working for our family. I am really resentful that I must continue to uphold my end of the bargain, but she is allowed to stop doing anything nice for me. Oh well, I will continue to persevere. I will continue to do the right thing, and I will always treat her with respect and love.
So I will be GAL over this weekend. I will be taking my kids to a Fourth of July party, and then we will go to the beach for a day. I am looking forward to this time with my kids. I am a good dad, and I would be okay if I had to be a single dad.
