I'm trying so hard to put my faith in God and keep praying for a miracle. But I know I'm going to feel like a fool when buy out/D day comes.
IHC, I feel for you man. I go through similar cycles when I see and perceive things my W is doing or planning. Here are some verses to keep you strong:
"All you have to do is call upon God. Believe in his ability to answer your prayers, and remove any doubt from your heart." Mark 11:23
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." James 1:2-4
"The pain that you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that is coming." Romans 8:18
Me:41 W:39 S:9 D:6 T:20 M:16 PA:8/22/18, BD:11/6/18 PA discovery & IHS:12/3/18, W moves:4/2/19 R’ville:9/27/19, I give D docs:3/1/20 W home:4/5/20 (due to CV-19), W NC w/OM:4/13/20 6/1/20
