Good morning, update is nothing new. Wife will not speak to me about us. There are days where she will barely speak to me and days where things are good. The overt depression is more and more noticeable. She has no expression, stares into space, zero motivation to do anything. She has moments where she is very irritable mostly with the kids not me. Unfortunately I still see replay stuff.

I personally have been good, I have an enormous amount of projects I'm taking on ariund the house. I feel much better but still feel a huge loss. I still struggle understanding how someone that loves me could treat me like this.

Anyways tomorrow is our 17th anniversary and I am struggling on how to handle it, could use some advice.