Midlife wife crisis8

[Wolfman]

IH a lot of that makes more sense to me. Why is she so stubborn? Why is she rebelling against the marriage? I wish god could step in and fix this. Unfortunately she has made up her mind and there is nothing I can do to change it. It has been almost a year of us being separated, and she has only moved more towards divorce. I still hurts so bad to see it head down this road. The thing for me is when we talk everything is fine. No fights or arguments anymore. In my mind it’s like see we can make this work. I know in her mind it must be something else. On Sunday we go away for a week, my son has a hip hop competition down in Virginia Beach.

She emailed the lawyers today what was going on with the paperwork. I wish I was as lucky as Steve where she changed her mind. I feel like to time and space gave her that. To help her feel that this is the right thing for her to do. Hopefully one day I will be over this pain and help others out. I want nothing more to give my w a hug and say we can do this. She is not there and never will be. She has changed so much, all she cares about is going out and partying. Form a woman who was all about family and having to do everything together to her loving being away from me and the kids. A year later and I still cry!! A year later and I still hurt like the first day we separated. Sorry for the ramble, I’m just in a lot of pain.
I wish my w was like Sandi and came back or Steve’s wife!!!