Yeah neffer I know. with her trip coming up Friday and her gone all of next week, I'm feeling like giving her that time to see what if anything changes, but then if she comes back and we're right back to where we are now then I'm going to have to end it. It's just that ending it...literally how she was so in to me and our life together and then instantly gone...baffling all I can say. She has told me until October she will not be changing/doing anything with her work so writing is on the wall I guess. I hate this, but I know what you all say is right.
