Thanks buddy. Just is what it is. Like I say she'll probably end us at some time. So crazy when less than a week ago she met my sister, was helping decorate my house and planning to add me to her Costco membership. She's been in IC for a long time with the goal of working on herself. This is not something that she made up as an excuse recently. Who knows. Anymore I just leave it in God's hands. She's completely exhausted and it's really taking a toll on her. She's definitely not in mood or in her dress where I'd believe there's someone else. Her work is her love to be honest. I'm more than spent trying to understand all of the various ways I can have love come into my life and leave. She loves me but will still let us go. That's a new one to me, but I guess not anymore.
Ultimately what choice do we have, but to accept and go on. Just doing the only thing I can do. Maybe one of these days a lady who loves me will come along and stay.
