Hey Turbine! Keep pushing for the therapist, I think it could really help you reframe your thinking in a more positive direction. I found it quite helpful for me.

Hang in there!

W 34 Me 42
Married 7 years together 8
0 kids 1 beloved dog
BD 4/6/2018
I moved out 4/7/2018
I moved back in alone 8/05/2018
I file 3/06/2019
D official 5/7/2019